sorry.

how gg is that pic? i think that it's all true in every sense. XD and most the time, lying, truth and pain all comes into it. how we protect people, how we find out if they care or not, how we see whether they are honest, and how we wonder if they appreciate you.

another thing that is similar to this is the sincerity of an apology. sometimes a simple sorry can mean nothing at all, whilst at times, people actually put a lot into a sorry. but how much is a sorry worth? especially when time and time again that person just does it over and over.

sometimes you can forgive and forget, but sometimes it's really hard to. especially if that trust that was there was just taken away in an instant due to certain actions. i sometimes don't understand how people can just say sorry with such emptiness, especially those who are closer to you. saying sorry does not mean that you will repeat doing what you are sorry for over and over. otherwise there's no point apologizing.

other times, when you feel you've finally let go of something and put it behind you, thinking that you won't care anymore or let it effect you in any way, the smallest words, or the simplest actions, and bring you back through a roller coaster of emotions and make you fall for it again. x]

is it worth hearing those heart-warming words, but them stumbling upon them time and time again. to feel appreciated for a second, but then to feel ignored for hours?

blehhhhh!