competition.

vce - we're all competing against one another. so why help each other out? of course you want your friends to do well, but what about your other "classmates". to help them out, or to sabotage?

the world is really a dog eat dog world. and although you may all be friends, when push comes to shove, everyone fends for themselves.

i guess after getting sac results back, along with hearing it from others, i'm a really competitive person. but can you really blame me for wanting to do the best?

besides vce, i guess life is pretty competitive too. people always wants what's best for them, regardless of what else happens. some may call that being selfish, whilst some may call that saving themselves. little actions, or decisions in certain situations, people may act like they are doing it for the team, but in fact, they just want it for themselves. eg a certain incident today with some $$$ ==; or just a general what should we eat? someone suggests something, everyone goes okay! person who suggested it, gets what they want.

on numerous occasions, these things happen all the time. but we all don't realise, even i do it myself sometimes i guess. and there are also many different sides to these stories i guess that can be told. many show different views, and quite often express what happens differently.

recently i've heard many different versions of the same stories. i laugh at how each one shifts the blame and how each one seems to tell a different story to a certain degree. not only does it reflect on the person telling the story, i find it also hard to trust which story to believe as well. it also makes trust between people a lot harder, but at the same time, i just laugh.

too ceebs to think much deeper, have already been at this a while now but im in holiday mood already. =D

so holidays
i has hwk ==;
GAYYY!
im so full too! epic feasting of chips today...and free drinks at gloria jeans.
didnt get to shout josh icecream though. lol
not mcuh plannd for hols atm.
but wen i come to think of it, at the same time i kinda do.
and bday things...im excited =)

soz eugene if this is fail, my brain is fried now. >_<